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night is dark, day is light

that may seem obvious an obvious statement... and its a lesson i'm still learning

i learned recently that watching movies/tv shows over (and over, and over again) is a trauma response. to me, it is comforting when i already know what is going to happen so its really more of a distraction than it is 'watching'. i started to notice that besides Arrested Development most all of my favs were heavy, mysterious, dark and maybe a tad disturbing. they dont feel that way to me though, so one day when i was feeling a bit anxious and in need of a 'comfort' show, i turned on Game of Thrones

i thought through that for a minute, and then realized that one of my gifts is transmuting trauma into lessons (if only Ned Stark could have done the same…)

so i started re-watching Game of Thrones from the beginning (again) and it is packed full of so many lessons and anecdotes… none of which are super "up" however they resonate with my soul, deeply within my shadow:

winter is coming.

most men would rather deny a hard truth than face it.

when you play a game of thrones you win or you die.

the brightest flame casts the darkest shadow.

i drink and i know things. (ok that one is funny-just a little levity!)

for the night is dark and full of terrors.

i continue to learn (not just from GOT) that life isnt always going to be sunshine, rainbows & unicorn farts. it certainly can be- and if that is what you strive for and/or achieve... YAY YOU!

if that is where your soul shines -in the LIGHT, summertime joy, positivity- you are probably feeling the energies shift….. into night, dark, winter & maybe a little terror

i know i am(!) and have invested much to learn more about the flow of these energies and how they can work with me, in turn i work with them, and can help others to do the same

here are some of the things going on in the Universe as we speak:

🍂 autumn equinox: less sunlight, dying & falling leaves, more darkness, cold weather

☀️ sun moved into the sign of scorpio: depths of emotion & perception, transformative deaths

🌚 new moon (also in scorpio): conjunct (lined up) with the sun and invisible from earth

⛅ solar eclipse (still in scorpio!): moon casts shadow on earth

👻 season of Samhain/Halloween: celebration & honor of the dead/deaths (not necessarily the way you think)

🪐 and lest we forget the planets of expansion, revolution, magic & action are currently retrograding (slowing down with the appearance of moving backwards)

how does the awareness of all that resonate, or not?

which emotions are evoked?

do you feel it in your body? or your soul?

being highly attuned to the energies of the Universe, i know things (and yes, sometimes i drink and know things). i feel into the sensitivities of what is happening, and instinctively follow the flow. some of this is from experience, some from study, a lot from being born under a bright Taurus sun and a full Scorpio moon.

it is not lost on me that my purpose is to "be the light" and maybe more importantly "be the shadow" as a guide and teacher. and that is not lost on others… ive received many text/emails/calls recently like

🤯 things are evolving for me rapidly and i could use your help

🤪 i'm feeling confused and out of balance - can we talk

🤔 i could use some coaching to get me through a challenging situation

and a lot of the chaos and uncomfortable-ness is being caused by that list above. also because the last few years of darkness & trauma have shaken you into awareness. awakening. acknowledgment. that there is a much bigger picture in play

so having your fears, anxieties, discomfort, instability, shadow bubbling to the surface is actually GREAT NEWS

facing your shadow is the first step into your divine light*

*divine light = LUDIVINE

the other side of your shadow is your light. the other side of the shadows is truth. and while the night may be dark and full of terrors, the day is full of brightness & hope…


❝The way the world is made. The truth is all around you, plain to behold. The night is dark and full of terrors, the day bright and beautiful and full of hope. One is black, the other white. There is ice and there is fire. Hate and love. Bitter and sweet. Male and female. Pain and pleasure. Winter and summer. Evil and good. Death and life. Everywhere, opposites.❞

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